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Don't you find it funny? When there is nothing happening, you just stare into the screen trying so hard to come up with something smart it really shows like a writer's cramp. And some other times it all happens so fast, you don't even have the time to sit and type in the damn password.

Here they go, two years now. They have passed. A lot has happened since my last entry. I am two years old now; I have decided to go blunt. With sincerity.

I woke up I gave him head and afterwards he acted like I was as sexually desirable as a door. As a door, not as a doormat! Still. That is not much.

Then he made a comment. He was obviously disappointed with my "email" and "Internet" mugs. I though they made a nice two year anniversary present. Apparently they didn't. So much for Valentine's Day then. I am not going to the "what's with these??" look on his face... And the party just kept on rolling. I am two years old in this and today I am bitter on top of that.

The other one was out. A nice night out partying. When I said I would like to go out to enjoy myself, I was feeling pretty down, remember? he started rattling with jealousy. Good people! We were committing adultery as we spoke! and all he could go about is how I should stay at home, not go out. Don't I just love it? For what I do I deserve such inconsiderate lovers. Which calls now for time on my own, getting away in my red car to some place where things happen only as I want them to.

The third one was never heard lately. He did send something, I did not wave back. It is oh more comfortable to step over the pain he's caused. Inhale and worry for the present. The third one is of the past.

Goodnight!